I need someone to sleep next to. I hate being cold and alone with my thoughts. I need someone to hold me and comfort me and tell me it’s going to be okay when I’m at my worst. I want to fall asleep in someones arms and wake up the same way.
Stop focusing on the negatives in your life
I need to stop focusing on all the rubbish things in my life, and focus on the things that are amazing, such as:
1) My incredible boyfriend who had stuck by me since day 1, and who is lovelier than I could ever hope for
2) My parents and my friends
3) My health, my physical health is good, even if my mental health isn’t
4) I have a comfy bed and a lovely home
5) I can be happy and I can be sad, but at least when I’m sad I’m reminded that I have been happier
6) my lovely dog
7) my strength
I should be proud of myself instead of putting myself down. So what? I’m 2 stone heavier than I was before? Who cares? Does my boyfriend care? Do my family care? They don’t care. I shouldn’t care either, because although I’m currently sad, I know I will be happy again, and that’s an amazing reason to get out of bed in the morning.
Why is being thin so important to me anyway? I’d rather be happy, strong, independent, positive
And I’d much rather living my life to the fullest instead of holding myself back.
I don’t really dislike anything, I know that I don’t like the peanut butter with raspberry core though, but I have no problem with peanut butter!
if your girlfriend is cold, be a gentleman. put her in the oven for 40 minutes on 350. check often and serve plain or with white gravy
I wonder if I ever caught someones attention. Even if I was just walking among the crowd, I wonder if they wanted to get to know me or anything like that.
do you ever start your period and think
"well that explains a lot"